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Random Thoughts
Jan. 21st, 2005 04:38 pmFor day-to-day events that have happened so far... nothing terribly worth mentioning about but lately I've just been have HEAPS of thoughts about what to write in this journal since nothing HAS really happened to me... physically? So I'll try to remember all my thoughts and put them here as they come up:
Random Thoughts And The Day When You Want To Sit Under Freezing Cold Water And Just Die
I've had my fair share of these types of days. Today was really not that bad but still one of those days. Just about an hr actually, just before I started typing this. Was walking around a few blocks with my mum and it was sodding hot out and that was all it took. Today rated a 1.5 out of 10 on my most worse days. I just felt like bursting out in tears because when you walk, you think... about everything and I get upset.
A day with a score of 7 was last year or the year before when I came home from school to my grandpa's, as usual. I just felt MISERABLE. Must of been one of those days where I had double english (with no real 'friends') and double General D (which I know shitall about). And of course, a walk home without anyone to stop me thinking. Eric was happy and is always so cute jumping about at grandpa's but yeah that was when i really did start to cry and that was mostly about school.
A day with a score of 11 was a couple of weeks ago. I woke up with my dad calling and if that's not bad enough... **sidetrack: am pissed off again right now because when I just tell my mum 'no' she just assumes its a 'yes'**... he wanted me to make a phone call to this garbage bin company. My dad is THE most difficult customer EVER. You DO NOT EVER EVER want to serve him, and I say SERVE because you will, 99.999%, never SELL anything. He has a whole head full of the most absurd, pointless, stupid questions that most of the time he already knows the answer to! And so I already know it's just not a day anyone should talk to me! So I call them up and a lady picks up, she's obviously part of a home business because I can hear her kid screaming in the background. We spend about say, 10mins on the phone, me asking these dumb questions and relaying, translating to dad, asking more questions. And I'm like over my head in frustration! But then (talk about mood swing!) her husband snatches the phone from her and goes, "Look, this phone call is taking way too long. Do you want the bin or not?" And I'm in tears. I say to my dad, this guy is like pissed off at me! You bleeding talk to him! And then I go away.
Oh and my mum today, frustrates me even more because like days ago my phone got a sms, as it does, and it was the one about going to Tasmania. So yeah, she asked what was it, I said he was going to Tassie, she asked why? And I'm like 'I don't know, fun?' And she goes who with? Then I'm frustrated. 'I don't know. I don't really care. Do you want me to bring him in for an interrogation????! God, I'll be turning into my dad!'
End of chapter.
Random Thoughts And Eating Healthy
If you can't eat carbs, it's really not worth eating. You are left with: meat (which has lots of fat content), fruit (full of sugar... unless you like lemons and limes) and rabbit food.
The Healthy Food Pyramid is totally useless now: "6-7 serves of carbs PER DAY! You're jokin'! I need this size 6 figure."
Random Thought That Are No Way Connected To Anything Else Including Each Other
* I hope my uncle makes this cocktail thing a weekly thing. I've had four. Haha. It's so much fun. He made something with Frangilico the other day and I could of swore I recognised that label. Turns out it was the first real drink up Ronan had when he was like 13 haha he apparently downed like the whole bottle and went sick in his yard afterwards. The stuff's ok if you want something heavy (as in thick and creamy) but I like the fruity ones.
* Coupling is still the best show. I've seen seasons 2, 3 and 4... waiting for 1.
* Happy Birthday to Will Young yesterday :D I hope he got really pissed and pulled lots of hot guys. HAHA!
* It took me at least two and a half hours to get to sleep last night.
Ok think I'm going to hit the shops now. I'm sure I've had more thoughts than this... maybe I'll think of more on the walk around the shops.
11.00pm
I have thought more.
So we went to Knox. I got OK mag. 2 birds with one stone! Will in a skirt and Ronan skiing in it :D v. happy me. I got SS DVD too! I just opened it, it's got a poster in it too. Too bad it's not actually of them (one side of the DVD cover and other of the scissor logo [mosaic of vid images]). AND my grandpa bought a new watch so I got a free Australian Idol 2 Cast Album hahaha am listening to it now... pretty shitty. They must be desparate to get rid of them.
Random Thoughts About Shopping Plus Unrelated Thingys
* I hate walking into a shop, then browsing, then leaving. Then realising you forgot to check something or had/gained more money, you go back into the same shop. I think it's quite embarrassing... especially if there are security guard people.
* Absolutely hate people who ask if you need any help. If I do want help, I think I'd be smart enough to ask.
* A couple of weeks ago, my grandpa took out a photo album for me to see, I LOVE looking at old albums. Anyway, there was a really old b+w family portrait of grandpa, late grandma and two kids. He pointed out that the older of the two kids was one of my uncles so, naturally, I asked who the other was. And he had to think a bit... and I knew what was coming. Shit. Me and my big mouth. That was the child they lost. God love him.
* Ergh, a few days ago, we're just watching TV and my mum goes: "We're going to go to Belgium this year." Me: "Why?"
Her: "I got this really good friend who lives there, she gave birth just before I gave birth to you. She's got 2 boys now."
I think: Uh oh.
Mum: "We'll go and I'll set you up with the elder one."
OMG could you BE anymore subtle! ahahhaaa funny stuff. Sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.
OK that's all I want to say for today.
Random Thoughts And The Day When You Want To Sit Under Freezing Cold Water And Just Die
I've had my fair share of these types of days. Today was really not that bad but still one of those days. Just about an hr actually, just before I started typing this. Was walking around a few blocks with my mum and it was sodding hot out and that was all it took. Today rated a 1.5 out of 10 on my most worse days. I just felt like bursting out in tears because when you walk, you think... about everything and I get upset.
A day with a score of 7 was last year or the year before when I came home from school to my grandpa's, as usual. I just felt MISERABLE. Must of been one of those days where I had double english (with no real 'friends') and double General D (which I know shitall about). And of course, a walk home without anyone to stop me thinking. Eric was happy and is always so cute jumping about at grandpa's but yeah that was when i really did start to cry and that was mostly about school.
A day with a score of 11 was a couple of weeks ago. I woke up with my dad calling and if that's not bad enough... **sidetrack: am pissed off again right now because when I just tell my mum 'no' she just assumes its a 'yes'**... he wanted me to make a phone call to this garbage bin company. My dad is THE most difficult customer EVER. You DO NOT EVER EVER want to serve him, and I say SERVE because you will, 99.999%, never SELL anything. He has a whole head full of the most absurd, pointless, stupid questions that most of the time he already knows the answer to! And so I already know it's just not a day anyone should talk to me! So I call them up and a lady picks up, she's obviously part of a home business because I can hear her kid screaming in the background. We spend about say, 10mins on the phone, me asking these dumb questions and relaying, translating to dad, asking more questions. And I'm like over my head in frustration! But then (talk about mood swing!) her husband snatches the phone from her and goes, "Look, this phone call is taking way too long. Do you want the bin or not?" And I'm in tears. I say to my dad, this guy is like pissed off at me! You bleeding talk to him! And then I go away.
Oh and my mum today, frustrates me even more because like days ago my phone got a sms, as it does, and it was the one about going to Tasmania. So yeah, she asked what was it, I said he was going to Tassie, she asked why? And I'm like 'I don't know, fun?' And she goes who with? Then I'm frustrated. 'I don't know. I don't really care. Do you want me to bring him in for an interrogation????! God, I'll be turning into my dad!'
End of chapter.
Random Thoughts And Eating Healthy
If you can't eat carbs, it's really not worth eating. You are left with: meat (which has lots of fat content), fruit (full of sugar... unless you like lemons and limes) and rabbit food.
The Healthy Food Pyramid is totally useless now: "6-7 serves of carbs PER DAY! You're jokin'! I need this size 6 figure."
Random Thought That Are No Way Connected To Anything Else Including Each Other
* I hope my uncle makes this cocktail thing a weekly thing. I've had four. Haha. It's so much fun. He made something with Frangilico the other day and I could of swore I recognised that label. Turns out it was the first real drink up Ronan had when he was like 13 haha he apparently downed like the whole bottle and went sick in his yard afterwards. The stuff's ok if you want something heavy (as in thick and creamy) but I like the fruity ones.
* Coupling is still the best show. I've seen seasons 2, 3 and 4... waiting for 1.
* Happy Birthday to Will Young yesterday :D I hope he got really pissed and pulled lots of hot guys. HAHA!
* It took me at least two and a half hours to get to sleep last night.
Ok think I'm going to hit the shops now. I'm sure I've had more thoughts than this... maybe I'll think of more on the walk around the shops.
11.00pm
I have thought more.
So we went to Knox. I got OK mag. 2 birds with one stone! Will in a skirt and Ronan skiing in it :D v. happy me. I got SS DVD too! I just opened it, it's got a poster in it too. Too bad it's not actually of them (one side of the DVD cover and other of the scissor logo [mosaic of vid images]). AND my grandpa bought a new watch so I got a free Australian Idol 2 Cast Album hahaha am listening to it now... pretty shitty. They must be desparate to get rid of them.
Random Thoughts About Shopping Plus Unrelated Thingys
* I hate walking into a shop, then browsing, then leaving. Then realising you forgot to check something or had/gained more money, you go back into the same shop. I think it's quite embarrassing... especially if there are security guard people.
* Absolutely hate people who ask if you need any help. If I do want help, I think I'd be smart enough to ask.
* A couple of weeks ago, my grandpa took out a photo album for me to see, I LOVE looking at old albums. Anyway, there was a really old b+w family portrait of grandpa, late grandma and two kids. He pointed out that the older of the two kids was one of my uncles so, naturally, I asked who the other was. And he had to think a bit... and I knew what was coming. Shit. Me and my big mouth. That was the child they lost. God love him.
* Ergh, a few days ago, we're just watching TV and my mum goes: "We're going to go to Belgium this year." Me: "Why?"
Her: "I got this really good friend who lives there, she gave birth just before I gave birth to you. She's got 2 boys now."
I think: Uh oh.
Mum: "We'll go and I'll set you up with the elder one."
OMG could you BE anymore subtle! ahahhaaa funny stuff. Sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.
OK that's all I want to say for today.
